where to go what to do

im confused...

how to save a lazy confused man?
id like to rock the stage and cast the stone but everything needs money and i hate jobs!
damn the economy! economy's a global sized racial pit trap of slavery!

family's a shit, the system is broken! i dont have a "father"! at least a working one, one that serves it function in the system

and everyone just helps me in ways that i dont really like

loneliness is my one possesive lady

lonely why always lonely
id like to have those smiles
wanna have those funs
why im so lonely
when i can be lovely